There are ways to keep weddings cheap! They just require lots of planning and DIY and compromising…
I hope I can do it that way. :D It’ll probably be a big project of mine for a while. The more I can put my own touches and planning into it, the better I’ll feel about the whole thing. I think it’ll keep us from spending any money on things that won’t even matter too. Lol.

May 23 19:49

mercimonamie:

i fell in love with him like ketchup falls out of a bottle: slowly, and then all at once.

May 23 19:27 with 74,627 notes

illustratedshadows:

do you ever think about shit you did in the past and just go

why

the fuck

did nobody punch me in the face

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May 23 18:45 with 145,813 notes
I’m really bored.

So bored that I’m looking at wedding dresses. Hahaha. Michael’s already proposed to me, so it’s all a matter of when we could afford a cute enough wedding. Probably not for a long while with how unsettled we are in terms of paying bills and things, but it would be really awesome if we could do it while Bastian is still little, or at least within the next five years.

Michael’s auntie is helping everyone with savings accounts, so if we could start up with that and have something by the time we feel like getting married then that would be pretty sweet. I feel like I should be making more plans to be financially secure and stable since we’re kind of having a hard time with that. Some things don’t just fall together on their own, and it takes a little work to get there. :)

May 23 18:12 with 2 notes

You don’t have to pump and dump(: As long as you pump beforehand for baby to eat all you have to do is wait a few hours. Only a very very small amount of alcohol makes it into your breast milk.
Oooooo. I see. I guess I should google it or something. My MIL used to go and party for one night and spend the next day dumping all of her milk. I guess that’s going a bit overboard then, eh? Ha.
I don’t know if I should start drinking again though. Not that I did much before. Just casually with dinner and things. I guess we’ll see what I feel like doing that day. Not sure I trust anyone yet to look after Bastian when he’s this small. Michael feels the same way. Lol.

May 23 14:31 with 2 notes
I don’t even know what I want for my birthday.

Maybe just a full night’s sleep at this point. It’s on the 28th and I’ll be 20 and I don’t think I want to drink or anything because I’m breastfeeding and the whole “pump-and-dump” thing just doesn’t sit right with me.

When I was pregnant I craved margaritas and all those girly drinks my mom and I would order at this restaurant we ate at every now and then. For some reason the whole idea of alcohol sounds gross to me now. Maybe it’s just a biological reaction to having a baby. :p

May 23 11:46 with 2 notes
You know what sounds better than a night out?

becauselovebattles:

8-10 hours of uninterrupted sleep.

May 23 10:06 with 151 notes
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